Tuesday, November 8, 2011

A Shattered Vow

             It has been 1 month since the last time you’ve talked to me, when you were the first one who greeted me on my birthday. I know now that you are permanently gone but there is still this little left hope within me that you will still come back and realize that I am the one who truly loved you the way no one else could ever let you feel because I thought you understood what the deepest parts of my heart can offer and that is True Great love…

         I still bear in mind our first days together, we were so blissfully and passionately inlove… I admit that until now, I still hold on to that Vow that we have whispered to each other… The Solemn Promise of whom we would endlessly hold the hearts of each other and be its lasting keeper… But why did you leave so suddenly without any well-founded reason? You didn’t even allow me to feel what it’s like to be fought for by the person whom you have relied on to because you believed that she would love you no matter what happens in the world. The only question that will never leave my heart is why did you allow your committed words to be shattered just like that? And the most painful thing is... You permitted me to feel that I’m not really worthy of your love because you never stood up for me just like the way I stood up for you.

          But as time ensues, I’ve learned something significant and deeper. That if you truly and greatly love someone, no matter what happens, you will still love that person whether he/she deserves it or not… You don’t love someone to expect a reward that they will love you back. Unconditional love is not only being contented but rather happy knowing within oneself that the person you love is smiling and feels wonderful living his/her life fulfilled, whether you maybe the reason for his/her smiles or not.

           I still freshly remember the day when I held your two hands and looked into your eyes with nervous blushes on my face, the first time I ever asked you, if you could be my Princess tonight until forever followed by a soft, quiet but sincere “I love you so much” and you said right there and then “Yes and I love you too”… My tears were streaming and my smiles have reached the heavens immediately just like magic…

            I know that I’m not already the person who puts a daily smile on your face and I know that you can be happy even if I’m not in your life anymore, I understand that you don’t need me in your life coz’ I know I’m just nothing but an ordinary simple guy but like I’ve always said to you every single morning, afternoon and evening, you will always be the Princess of my Existence and there will never ever be another one but only you who would dwell not only in my heart but all of me…. I am now letting you go to your happiness but I will never ever let go of my love for you that has given me before until now and in the future, the greatest smiles I’ve ever had…

- Poetic Prince

1 comment:

  1. Don't worry some day in right time the right princess will come to your life=) I am very much overwhelmed in what you had written here. I am so speechless, maybe because I feel sympathetic in what you feel. I pray you will find her soon. Thank you for sharing this blog to us. May your dreams come true.


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